flamewolf393 wrote:Such a wonderful game. I saw threads on /b occasionally about it, finally decided to try it one day, and wow. So much emotional turmoil through the entire thing. The characters feel so real, so alive. This game cheers me up when I play it, and depresses me when I have to put it down.
Most of the people her have had similar experiences. We've all been there, even if some of us have forgotten what that first time was like.
I hate that I will never be able to experience something like this in my life.
You're correct that you will never experience something like a VN love story in your life. The real thing is so much better. And I seriously doubt you're incapable of finding a relationship (or some other form of fulfillment). Chances are that you're really afraid, and that's what's keeping you back. So I'd recommend you take a good long hard look at your life, where you are, and what you're not satisfied with. Then change what you can. It won't be fast, and it won't be easy, but few worthwhile things are.
I would gladly suffer the heart condition if it meant having the opportunity to meet such amazing people, and find the love of my life in a matter of weeks.
There are amazing people all around you. All those special facets about yourself? The amazing things you wish you could share with the world if someone only bothered to look? Everyone's like that. Yes, there are terrible people. There's also terrible food, but few people have given up eating because some food tastes bad.
Having a good cry every once in a while is a good thing, and nothing to be ashamed of. But if you spend all your time crying about how you'll never be as happy as people who go out into the world and do things, it's a self-fulfilling prophecy.
I wish I could forget the entire game just so I could play it all over again.
There is something special about your first time. But the second time is special itself, in its own way. And give it a few days, or weeks, or months, or even years, and you can revisit it with fresh eyes, like reconnecting with an old friend. Just like one of your favorite childhood TV shows or movies, it may not age well, but you'll probably still love it because of what it used to mean to you.
Does anyone know of any other games of this quality out there?
I can imagine the devs snickering at this question right now. There's a "recommend a VN" thread somewhere in here with a massive list of VNs various people at least consider worth reading. There's nothing wrong with going that route - reading VNs is an acceptable hobby. But if you're doing it as a sort of addict, constantly seeking the next high, it probably won't end well.
Anyway, welcome to the KS forums. Have fun, follow the rules, and don't let Xanatos get to you (physically or metaphorically).