Non, Je ne regrette rien
Posted: Mon Aug 26, 2013 10:32 pm
I run my shaking hands through my scarf furiously, feeling sharp pain in fingernails and skin brushing fast against thick wool, before nervously adjusting my glasses instead.
Hurrying myself down the empty aisles of bookshelves, my vision darts wildly trying to find her. This is where she usually hides at this time, with no one, not even the librarian being around during early classes.
My cold, heavy breathing shivering in my chest, I tense up in seizing shocks when I suddenly happen on her reading in the corner.
"Hanako!" My voice shoots at her, making her shriek and jump in her seat.
"K-Kenji! I-I'm s-sorry! I won't- I won't- I didn't tell anyone!"
"Really?!"
"I-I didn't! I promise I won't say a-an-anything!"
"Lilly was asking me some serious questions in class, you sure you didn't..."
I look around to make sure there isn't anyone listening, before moving my menacing stare closer to her trembling face and whispering harshly.
"If you tell anyone that I killed Hisao. I'll come after you, and throw you off the roof too. Do you understand?"
"It- It- was.. it was an accident, ri-right? You- you were-"
"Did you tell Lilly?"
"I-I-I..."
In anger, fear, or desperation, I grab her stack of books and throw them at her, yelling louder than I should.
"DID YOU TELL ANYONE?"
"N-No! I didn't!"
"You better not have. Because if you did, you're going to die."
She gasps and sobs, still hiding behind the book in her hands.
"DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME? I WILL FIND YOU AND KILL YOU IF YOU DON'T KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT."
Slowly lowering her book, she cries and nods, quivering uncontrollably in fear.
In fear... of me.
Hurrying myself down the empty aisles of bookshelves, my vision darts wildly trying to find her. This is where she usually hides at this time, with no one, not even the librarian being around during early classes.
My cold, heavy breathing shivering in my chest, I tense up in seizing shocks when I suddenly happen on her reading in the corner.
"Hanako!" My voice shoots at her, making her shriek and jump in her seat.
"K-Kenji! I-I'm s-sorry! I won't- I won't- I didn't tell anyone!"
"Really?!"
"I-I didn't! I promise I won't say a-an-anything!"
"Lilly was asking me some serious questions in class, you sure you didn't..."
I look around to make sure there isn't anyone listening, before moving my menacing stare closer to her trembling face and whispering harshly.
"If you tell anyone that I killed Hisao. I'll come after you, and throw you off the roof too. Do you understand?"
"It- It- was.. it was an accident, ri-right? You- you were-"
"Did you tell Lilly?"
"I-I-I..."
In anger, fear, or desperation, I grab her stack of books and throw them at her, yelling louder than I should.
"DID YOU TELL ANYONE?"
"N-No! I didn't!"
"You better not have. Because if you did, you're going to die."
She gasps and sobs, still hiding behind the book in her hands.
"DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME? I WILL FIND YOU AND KILL YOU IF YOU DON'T KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT."
Slowly lowering her book, she cries and nods, quivering uncontrollably in fear.
In fear... of me.