In depth observation of the girls
Posted: Thu Jan 24, 2013 10:57 pm
At the request of a few other forumites here, I'm going to give my thoughts and opinions on the personalities on the girls of Katawa shoujo. Brick wall of text. You have been warned.
As these are just my musings, I'm going to start with the girl who hit home the hardest. Hanako.
Anyone who has played through at least the first act knows that Hanako is shy and skittish to the extreme. When Hisao first meets her in the library, he literally sends her running just by introducing himself. Those who pass her off as a delinquent could not be farther from the truth. A delinquent will tend to be the type who will do whatever they can for attention no matter the type and even when they don't, they can still chose to interact with others (granted anybody is willing to hear them out).
Hanako is not this. She would much rather skirt around the boundaries of the more social in her class. She will avoid any conversation she can if it doesn't make her appear overly rude and has done so in the past. She would rather spend her time alone instead of talking to anybody to the exception of Lilly and possibly some of her teachers. Other students have tried to interact with her in the past to no avail as those who have read her path can confirm. Because of this self imposed mental wall she has placed around herself, people tend to ignore her which can be a setup for a stealth hi/by for those not accustomed or expecting her like when Hisao was reading his english textbook in the library close to the end of the game.
Those who haven't read Hanako's path may ask "why would such a cute girl be so jumpy?" Hanako explains that when she was 8 years old, a fire spread through her house from some unmentioned spark or wayward fire or what have you. The fire took her home and her parents, her mother presumed burning to death while shielding Hanako. Not escaping the fire unscathed, the right side of Hanako's body sustained terrible burns, forcing her to recover in what Hisao presumed in a sterile plastic environment in a hospital without even books to entertain her for longer than he was in a hospital following his heart attack. After Hanako was released from the hospital, she was admitted to a nearby orphanage and was allowed to continue he education in middle school. Hanako once stated over a game of pool that she was bullied during middle school. while she was physically healthy after the fire, children, including her own closest friends, would recoil and mock her based on her appearance simply because she was different and was blocked from school activities and social groups because of this. Even adults would partially reel back at the sight of the burn victim before them as evidenced by the shopkeeper of Othello's Antiques.
Hanako's shy and skittish demeanor is born from the belief that she causes trouble for those who catch sight of her and a desire to save those people this trouble. For a large portion of her life after the fire that took her home and family, she believed that she was a broken shell of a once friendly girl and was simply a burden to anyone who interacted with her as evidenced by her outburst in her bad ending. After such a prolonged shunning of meaningful interaction with other people, you could hardly blame her for developing a general dislike of interaction with anybody.
However, over the course of her story, Hanako becomes significantly more social after meeting Hisao. Over the course of what I want to say is 3 or so months, she managed to go from fleeing from the new guy introducing himself to going on dates with him into the city to actually having sex with him (more on that bit later).
After spending so much of her life isolated from others, it was the new guy who showed her the value of interacting with people simply by showing interest in her as a person. When they first met, Hisao showed all the signs that Hanako was all too familiar with: Staring at the scars in surprise, fascinated curiosity at the possible cause of said scars, and then an awkward diversion from said scars after he realized he was staring. You have to give the guy credit however when he mentioned to yuuko that he was trying to avoid making a big deal out of Hanako's scarring. Over time as mentioned by Lilly, once Hanako noticed that Hisao wasn't going to corner her with questions regarding her scars she opened up more.
Granted that Hanako was becoming more social, this didn't mean that her relationship with Hisao was going in the same direction. For a large portion of the game, he treated her as a child who needed protecting. This is somewhat justified in the fact that he wasn't sure just how Hanako would respond to a confession on his part, especially after her breakdown caused by her birthday. I genuinely believe that Hisao would have confessed to her once he believed that she would be able to handle the confession but to Hanako, she was worried that he would just drift away after she got better, which lead to her letting him have sex with her.
The sex scene between Hisao and Hanako has been under heavy debate in the past as to whether it was rape on Hisao's part and a few other things that I'm not going to bother to care about at the moment. From my point of view, Hanako was worried that Hisao would drift away from her as time went on. After she came out of her room after her birthday she would occasionally see him talking to other girls, even letting the cute track member Miki Miura sit on his desk and talk about something as mundane as math homework. She cared so much more for Hisao than she ever let on. While we know that he had no interest in other girls like Miki beyond that of acquaintance or casual friend, Hanako may have felt threatened that another girl was so close to Hisao and could express herself better too.
Hanako did allow Hisao to have sex with her but this part isn't up for debate. She only let Hisao have sex with her to convince him that she was worth having a romantic relationship with. She even states this plain as day when she broke down in the park the day afterwards. They were both incredibly nervous after she showed her scars to him and Hisao was even marked noticing that she looked scared before they actually got to it. It took the mental breakdown in the park for Hisao to express his love for her and fear of losing her. They were both scared to make their feelings known to the other for fear that the other would react negatively to the confession and would be lost without them forever. Thankfully, everything worked out in the end and we can assume from then on, they continued to share their feelings with each other as time went on.
Overall, Hanako is a shy girl. No ifs, ands, or buts. This does not mean that her desire for meaningful interaction is non-existent, but only that she fears negative attention and would rather avoid a situation that could lead to this in its entirety before it happened. Her methods for interaction with other people may be different than our own but she still wants to feel cared about just like any one of us.
*Looking back* Wow, that was a lot longer than I intended it to be. I hope that has given you guys some insight (even if it my point of view) on Hanako. I'll get to the other girls as I go but right now, I can feel and hear my wrists cracking. Next up, Emi!... Or Lilly. Can't decide.
As these are just my musings, I'm going to start with the girl who hit home the hardest. Hanako.
Anyone who has played through at least the first act knows that Hanako is shy and skittish to the extreme. When Hisao first meets her in the library, he literally sends her running just by introducing himself. Those who pass her off as a delinquent could not be farther from the truth. A delinquent will tend to be the type who will do whatever they can for attention no matter the type and even when they don't, they can still chose to interact with others (granted anybody is willing to hear them out).
Hanako is not this. She would much rather skirt around the boundaries of the more social in her class. She will avoid any conversation she can if it doesn't make her appear overly rude and has done so in the past. She would rather spend her time alone instead of talking to anybody to the exception of Lilly and possibly some of her teachers. Other students have tried to interact with her in the past to no avail as those who have read her path can confirm. Because of this self imposed mental wall she has placed around herself, people tend to ignore her which can be a setup for a stealth hi/by for those not accustomed or expecting her like when Hisao was reading his english textbook in the library close to the end of the game.
Those who haven't read Hanako's path may ask "why would such a cute girl be so jumpy?" Hanako explains that when she was 8 years old, a fire spread through her house from some unmentioned spark or wayward fire or what have you. The fire took her home and her parents, her mother presumed burning to death while shielding Hanako. Not escaping the fire unscathed, the right side of Hanako's body sustained terrible burns, forcing her to recover in what Hisao presumed in a sterile plastic environment in a hospital without even books to entertain her for longer than he was in a hospital following his heart attack. After Hanako was released from the hospital, she was admitted to a nearby orphanage and was allowed to continue he education in middle school. Hanako once stated over a game of pool that she was bullied during middle school. while she was physically healthy after the fire, children, including her own closest friends, would recoil and mock her based on her appearance simply because she was different and was blocked from school activities and social groups because of this. Even adults would partially reel back at the sight of the burn victim before them as evidenced by the shopkeeper of Othello's Antiques.
Hanako's shy and skittish demeanor is born from the belief that she causes trouble for those who catch sight of her and a desire to save those people this trouble. For a large portion of her life after the fire that took her home and family, she believed that she was a broken shell of a once friendly girl and was simply a burden to anyone who interacted with her as evidenced by her outburst in her bad ending. After such a prolonged shunning of meaningful interaction with other people, you could hardly blame her for developing a general dislike of interaction with anybody.
However, over the course of her story, Hanako becomes significantly more social after meeting Hisao. Over the course of what I want to say is 3 or so months, she managed to go from fleeing from the new guy introducing himself to going on dates with him into the city to actually having sex with him (more on that bit later).
After spending so much of her life isolated from others, it was the new guy who showed her the value of interacting with people simply by showing interest in her as a person. When they first met, Hisao showed all the signs that Hanako was all too familiar with: Staring at the scars in surprise, fascinated curiosity at the possible cause of said scars, and then an awkward diversion from said scars after he realized he was staring. You have to give the guy credit however when he mentioned to yuuko that he was trying to avoid making a big deal out of Hanako's scarring. Over time as mentioned by Lilly, once Hanako noticed that Hisao wasn't going to corner her with questions regarding her scars she opened up more.
Granted that Hanako was becoming more social, this didn't mean that her relationship with Hisao was going in the same direction. For a large portion of the game, he treated her as a child who needed protecting. This is somewhat justified in the fact that he wasn't sure just how Hanako would respond to a confession on his part, especially after her breakdown caused by her birthday. I genuinely believe that Hisao would have confessed to her once he believed that she would be able to handle the confession but to Hanako, she was worried that he would just drift away after she got better, which lead to her letting him have sex with her.
The sex scene between Hisao and Hanako has been under heavy debate in the past as to whether it was rape on Hisao's part and a few other things that I'm not going to bother to care about at the moment. From my point of view, Hanako was worried that Hisao would drift away from her as time went on. After she came out of her room after her birthday she would occasionally see him talking to other girls, even letting the cute track member Miki Miura sit on his desk and talk about something as mundane as math homework. She cared so much more for Hisao than she ever let on. While we know that he had no interest in other girls like Miki beyond that of acquaintance or casual friend, Hanako may have felt threatened that another girl was so close to Hisao and could express herself better too.
Hanako did allow Hisao to have sex with her but this part isn't up for debate. She only let Hisao have sex with her to convince him that she was worth having a romantic relationship with. She even states this plain as day when she broke down in the park the day afterwards. They were both incredibly nervous after she showed her scars to him and Hisao was even marked noticing that she looked scared before they actually got to it. It took the mental breakdown in the park for Hisao to express his love for her and fear of losing her. They were both scared to make their feelings known to the other for fear that the other would react negatively to the confession and would be lost without them forever. Thankfully, everything worked out in the end and we can assume from then on, they continued to share their feelings with each other as time went on.
Overall, Hanako is a shy girl. No ifs, ands, or buts. This does not mean that her desire for meaningful interaction is non-existent, but only that she fears negative attention and would rather avoid a situation that could lead to this in its entirety before it happened. Her methods for interaction with other people may be different than our own but she still wants to feel cared about just like any one of us.
*Looking back* Wow, that was a lot longer than I intended it to be. I hope that has given you guys some insight (even if it my point of view) on Hanako. I'll get to the other girls as I go but right now, I can feel and hear my wrists cracking. Next up, Emi!... Or Lilly. Can't decide.