Just finished my first playthrough, this one was emi
Posted: Thu Oct 22, 2015 3:14 pm
would like to say the only other Vn's or hentia like books i've read are NekoPara, and infact few books that really revolve around relationships.
anyway great read, i mean i certainly enjoyed that more than harry potty and alot of movies. i can see where people complain about it being slow i guess? but i found that to be a positive in my case.
from what i can remember my dicisions were "go for it" "offer to run with emi" "press emi" "no, i have other things to worry about" "give in a let misha know" and i got the good ending
i answered the questions the way i feel i would have acted if i was lucky enough to or smart enough to get to these dicissions. if i were in a similiar situation i would have went for it, to get close. also i couldn't bring myself to let it go, i had to press her because i care too much to let it slide. no, i have other thinds to worry about because honestly when i get worried that something good in my life is about to end i have to know as quickly as possible because my world irl hinges on it and i can't steal myself away from the dread inside me when i think my world is in danger. finally "give in" was pretty easy, i try to get advice when i can.
i feel like this guy was me 90% of the time, and yet i still have no girlfirend but he does. to be fair though i don't neccisarily have the luck, and if i feel like someone isn't connecting with me i don't stay friends with them because i feel like nothing is coming of it.
about this guys thought process though, man it's like his every thought was the exact same feeling/worry/ and logic process as mine. but the difference i think is he didn't have to prod to be in these girls lives, if i wanted to get to know someone in highschool it didn't feel so easy to just be there. i always felt out of place or didn't know what to say.
every hurt he expressed internally was exactly how i would have felt, from being pushed away when i want to be there, to being told she must do this alone. every internal comment he makes about feeling like his stomach just twisted is exactly how i would have felt or have felt from past relationships. i wish i had this guys luck, and it stings to think that's what makes the difference. i can't accept that it's luck, i have to hope its something i did wrong because then maybe i can do something about it...but i am just as clingy or pushy as he is. i would want to be to close, i just feel like they nailed it.
the whole time through the acts, i'm sitting there thinking "whats gonna end this good thing" and that made the story more engaging because i wasn't sure if this was one of those movies like "ex machina" where your heart gets torn out of your chest, stomped on, and left bleeding. so that left me wanting to hold back alittle, the uncertainty helped me get in the moment with this guy (at the time i didn't lookup/know this book had good/bad endings)
i'm gonna go through the other routes now, but this makes me feel like i need to get my career started so that i have less reasons to worry and hold my self back from meeting other girls. makes me feel like i need to take more chances, but it also reflects the sharp contrast in my life so it hurts alittle too
update: went back and spent some time with the proffessor first, which allowed me to fill in those two empty slots on the extra's. sadly Skip failed to not skip unread text and i had to read everything from there and onward basically. was totally worth it
it took alittle longer to feel into it though because i already knew what was going to happen, but it was still a new and great experience. i wish that somehow i could use this in my life to help with relationships if..hopefully when i get a chance to. but it is a fiction, so how much of what hisao has learned is also just fiction? how much can really be applied to relationships in real life for people who aren't so far in the extreme
anyway great read, i mean i certainly enjoyed that more than harry potty and alot of movies. i can see where people complain about it being slow i guess? but i found that to be a positive in my case.
from what i can remember my dicisions were "go for it" "offer to run with emi" "press emi" "no, i have other things to worry about" "give in a let misha know" and i got the good ending
i answered the questions the way i feel i would have acted if i was lucky enough to or smart enough to get to these dicissions. if i were in a similiar situation i would have went for it, to get close. also i couldn't bring myself to let it go, i had to press her because i care too much to let it slide. no, i have other thinds to worry about because honestly when i get worried that something good in my life is about to end i have to know as quickly as possible because my world irl hinges on it and i can't steal myself away from the dread inside me when i think my world is in danger. finally "give in" was pretty easy, i try to get advice when i can.
i feel like this guy was me 90% of the time, and yet i still have no girlfirend but he does. to be fair though i don't neccisarily have the luck, and if i feel like someone isn't connecting with me i don't stay friends with them because i feel like nothing is coming of it.
about this guys thought process though, man it's like his every thought was the exact same feeling/worry/ and logic process as mine. but the difference i think is he didn't have to prod to be in these girls lives, if i wanted to get to know someone in highschool it didn't feel so easy to just be there. i always felt out of place or didn't know what to say.
every hurt he expressed internally was exactly how i would have felt, from being pushed away when i want to be there, to being told she must do this alone. every internal comment he makes about feeling like his stomach just twisted is exactly how i would have felt or have felt from past relationships. i wish i had this guys luck, and it stings to think that's what makes the difference. i can't accept that it's luck, i have to hope its something i did wrong because then maybe i can do something about it...but i am just as clingy or pushy as he is. i would want to be to close, i just feel like they nailed it.
the whole time through the acts, i'm sitting there thinking "whats gonna end this good thing" and that made the story more engaging because i wasn't sure if this was one of those movies like "ex machina" where your heart gets torn out of your chest, stomped on, and left bleeding. so that left me wanting to hold back alittle, the uncertainty helped me get in the moment with this guy (at the time i didn't lookup/know this book had good/bad endings)
i'm gonna go through the other routes now, but this makes me feel like i need to get my career started so that i have less reasons to worry and hold my self back from meeting other girls. makes me feel like i need to take more chances, but it also reflects the sharp contrast in my life so it hurts alittle too
update: went back and spent some time with the proffessor first, which allowed me to fill in those two empty slots on the extra's. sadly Skip failed to not skip unread text and i had to read everything from there and onward basically. was totally worth it
it took alittle longer to feel into it though because i already knew what was going to happen, but it was still a new and great experience. i wish that somehow i could use this in my life to help with relationships if..hopefully when i get a chance to. but it is a fiction, so how much of what hisao has learned is also just fiction? how much can really be applied to relationships in real life for people who aren't so far in the extreme