Re: For Want of a Nail - Misha Route (New Chapter 12/6)
Posted: Thu Dec 13, 2012 9:04 pm
I wait patiently as the girl in front of me slowly makes her way down the stairs. She keeps a tight hold on the rail as she takes one ginger step at a time. It's a little awkward standing here with my hands full, but that's what I volunteered for.
At the end of the day, Misha and Shizune got into the same back-and-forth as last time. While they were talking it over, one of the other girls from class asked me if I could help carry some things to the newspaper club room.
She has arthritis. It comes and goes, some days worse than others. It can even go into remission for months or years at a time. I've seen her dance outside in the afternoons. No reason, just because. She's not very good, but I get the sense that she doesn't care. She dances because she can. Some days are worse than others, and it looks like today's a bad day for her.
So here I am carrying an armload of things for the Newspaper Club. We've reached the end of the stairs, but she still shuffles forward like an old woman three or four times her age.
Before terribly long, we arrive at the newspaper club room. It's actually not too far from the student council room, now that I think of it.
“Thanks, Hisao, you're a lifesaver.”
There's a bit of a folksy twang to her voice. It's kind of cute.
I give her a friendly smile. “It was really no trouble, Ooe. In fact,” I chuckle ruefully, “I'm pretty sure that Shizune would say this is one of my responsibilities as a member of the student council.”
She laughs into her hand, amusement shining in her mismatched eyes. Heterochromia, she called it. Someone with two differently colored eyes is far from the most unusual sight at a school like Yamaku, though. “You city boys are all so formal. We're classmates, so just call me Natsu.”
“Right. Natsu. Where should I put these things?”
She taps her chin thoughtfully as she looks around the room. It's a very nice room. So nice that I start to wonder how they got the funding for it. There are even a few computers lined up against the far wall.
“Just throw them onto that table. We'll sort it out later.”
Obliging, I dump the various things on the table. It occurs to me that I haven't so much as glanced at the school newspaper before. Maybe I should consider giving it a look.
“H-hisao? W-what are you d-doing here?”
Somehow, I didn’t even notice Hanako. She wasn’t even hiding or anything. On the other hand, I had no reason to expect to find her here. She looks as surprised to see me as I am to see her.
“Oh, hi, Hanako. O- er, Natsu needed me to carry some things here from the classroom. I could ask you the same thing. I didn't know you were part of the newspaper club.”
She gives a small, embarrassed smile. “I'm n-not. I do th-think I might want to j-join, though.”
I smile, trying to encourage her. “That sounds like it might be a good idea.”
She blushes, then busies herself with something nearby in order to end the conversation. Gradually, she migrates away from me.
As Hanako drifts off, Natsu sidles up next to me. “Mimi decided to make Hana our project this year. Somehow, she convinced her that the newspaper club room is a quiet escape. So she's been sneaking over here to get away. Much cleaner than hiding in the toilets.”
Mimi? She must mean Naomi, her co-conspirator in the corner. I feel a little guilty as I realize that I've taken to ignoring Hanako's sudden arrivals and departures from class. It's good to know that she has people looking out for her.
It occurs to me that I need to find Misha and begin our study session, so I take my leave. As I'm about to walk out the door, Hanako calls out to me.
“H-hisao!”
I turn around to see her looking at the floor and wringing her hands apologetically. “W-would you like to have lunch with m-me and Lilly? T-tomorrow?”
That's a random request. I get the sense Lilly put her up to it. She has quite a bit of nerve, dragging me into an argument, then getting mad at me when I don't play along. Then she invites me to lunch after ignoring me for nearly a month?
On the other hand, it could be a peace offering. And it is hard to refuse Hanako. If I reject the offer, she’ll think it's her fault. It's settled, then. I'll accept the invitation, but leave if Lilly tries to chew me out.
“That sounds great, Hanako. In the tea room, right?”
She smiles and nods, then scurries away.
*
When I get back to room 3-3, it's empty. Misha and Shizune must have already left. I head to the roof in the hope that I'll find Misha there waiting for me. I wonder if I'll be able to sneak up on her and get back at her for all the “Guess Who?”s she's done to me...
As luck would have it, she does seem to be on the roof, and hasn't noticed me yet. It looks like she must be watching the track and field club go through their exercises. Slowly, steadily, I maneuver behind her, trying not to make a sound. Once I'm close enough, I place my hands over her eyes. “Guess who?”
“Oh, there you are, Hicchan. I was starting to think you weren't coming.”
That wasn't what I expected. She sounds... forlorn.
She turns around and flashes a grin, but her heart's obviously not in it. “Haha, that was a good joke, Hicchan. You almost got me~.”
I smile back. This is awkward.
“Shicchan told me you went off to help the newspaper club, but you have a habit of running away~.”
Ouch. She really knows how to make me feel guilty. It's not like I've made many attempts to run away recently... “That's not true. If I skipped out on this, Shizune would have my head. At the very least, she'd talk my ears off, or the equivalent in sign language. Sign my eyes out?”
That earns me a little giggle, and mischievous grin. “That's not a nice thing to say~, Hicchan.”
“Now, let's pick up our studies where we left off. We were doing history, right? I think I need this review as much as you do.”
“Wahahaha~! We'd better get started, then!”
*
The more I study with Misha, the more impressed I am with how quickly she picks up on the various concepts. She's clearly rather intelligent, so how could her grades be suffering as much as she claims? Has she really been neglecting her schoolwork that much?
Our study session is interrupted by sound of the door opening. Looking up, I see Shizune standing there, loaded down with several bags holding food containers. Setting them by her feet, she begins signing. [I thought you two might want dinner soon, so I brought it here for you, to save time.]
Misha brightens up on seeing Shizune, and carelessly drops her notes to the floor as she rises. [Thanks, Shicchan! You have perfect timing, too. I was just starting to get hungry!]
Now that I think of it, I'm beginning to feel hungry myself. The thought of eating tends to do that, so I'm not sure if it's really a matter of timing.
I get up to help Shizune with the bags. She brought a lot of food, and it all looks home made, too. [When did you find the time to make all this food? I thought you were busy with student council work.]
With an air of superiority, she replies, [Finding time is easy when you're organized. It's a matter of priorities.]
Misha jumps into the conversation enthusiastically, both physically and metaphorically. [Yup! Shicchan's always able to figure out how to get everything done! I wish I were that organized...]
I steal a glance at Shizune and my suspicions are confirmed. She looks tired. Much worse than she did back before the festival. I have a fair guess where sleep falls in her priorities.
[Why did you come all the way here, Shicchan? You just gave the food to me yesterday.]
Shizune grins smugly as she adjusts her glasses. [I was hoping you'd ask. I needed to have a meeting with the Student Council leadership.]
Translating the last phrase, Misha frowns. [Student Council leadership? Did you trick a bunch of first-years into becoming temporary members again?]
Not noticing, or perhaps ignoring, the criticism in Misha's question, Shizune strikes a triumphant pose. [Even better! Second year volunteers! For permanent membership!]
Shizune glows with pride. Considering how much effort they put into recruiting me, I'm not surprised she's proud of her accomplishment. Misha's eyes have grown to the size of saucers. [New members?! Permanent ones? When do we get to meet them?]
She's practically vibrating with excitement. I step back a few paces, in case her arms start flailing wildly in one of her strange celebrations.
Shizune smiles warmly, but her eyes remain authoritative. [You can meet them when you start coming to Student Council again.]
I can almost see the excitement dissipate as Misha deflates. [But that means-]
[-that you have an incentive to catch up quickly,] Shizune completes the thought, gently but firmly. It feels like a parent lecturing a reluctant child. In fairness, Misha's playing her role just as readily. [We can discuss this further later. Right now, we eat.]
Shizune's cooking has gotten better every time she's made it, and this is no exception. There are even some fried foods this time. Quite a lot of it is fried, now that I think of it. I decide to take a sample of each dish, to see how they all taste.
While we eat, Misha insists on talking with her hands full, much to Shizune's annoyance and distraction. [Are you going to wear a yukata for Tanabata, Shicchan?]
Shizune rolls her eyes before setting her food down and responding. [You know I don't like to talk while I eat. Yes, I plan on wearing a yukata.]
[What about you, Hicchan?]
I shake my head. [I never bothered with those sorts of things. I don't even own a yukata.]
Holding a bun in her mouth, Misha frowns. [That's no fun. You should buy one, so we can all wear them for Tanabata.]
A yukata isn't exactly cheap. I guess I could ask my parents for the money... [Why do you care so much about it, anyway?]
With a few awkward jaw motions, she maneuvers the bun fully into her mouth. I'm not sure if I should be impressed or disgusted. [I've never worn a yukata before. It's more fun when you do these things together.]
That's as good a reason as any, I guess. I still don't think it's worth the cost or time for me to go out and buy one, though. [Do you have a yukata?]
[Yup!] She grins happily, picking up a dumpling. [It's-] Realising that she can't continue with the dumpling in hand, she sets it back down regretfully, then resumes smiling. [It's green, too! My favorite color!]
Popping the dumpling into her mouth, Misha resumes speaking, eying me appraisingly. [What's your favorite, Hicchan?]
That's an easy question. [Green is best.]
[You too? Yay! We have the same favorite color!]
I notice some movement coming from Shizune's direction, pulling my attention from Misha. She seems to be laughing silently. [What's so funny?]
Smirking, Shizune adjusts her glasses and replies, [Green is a childish choice. It's popular and doesn't require any thought.]
Is she turning favorite colors into a contest now? [What's yours, then?]
There is a familiar glint in her eyes. It's officially a contest now. [It's a secret.]
[Keeping secrets is childish.]
[Secrets are vital for a woman. They give her an air of maturity and mystery.]
With a wave, Misha injects herself into the conversation. [I know Shicchan's favorite color!]
Shizune's eyes widen in alarm, and she frantically signs for Misha to be quiet, but Misha doesn't seem to notice. [It's pink!] “Wahahahahaha~! Hahahahahahaha~!”
Upon making this announcement, Misha begins laughing hysterically, doubling over until she is literally rolling on the floor laughing. Shizune, on the other hand, turns a particularly bright shade of her favorite color, and flies into one of her infamous silent tirades.
I'm not quite able to understand what she's saying at her extreme pace, but I can get the gist of it. Not that you need to know sign language to get the basic idea. She's mostly just blowing off steam, since it's obvious Misha's in no condition to read her signing. After a few minutes of ranting, Shizune relaxes. [It's not really that important,] she concludes, allowing herself a self-deprecating smile.
[No hard feelings then?] I ask.
[No hard feelings,] she confirms. [Misha's my best friend. I'm not going to get mad at her because she told another friend my favorite color.]
When she puts it that way, I feel terrible for even asking.
[I need to finish filing the paperwork for our new members. I'll let you two get back to studying now.]
Collecting the now-empty containers, Shizune heads down the stairs back into the building, closing the door behind her.
Misha finally calms down after another minute, sitting up and wiping tears of laughter from her eyes. “Shicchan left?”
“Yeah. She said she had to file paperwork for the new members.”
“That's right~!” Misha exclaims, hopping to her feet. “Stop wasting time~, Hicchan! We need to finish catching up.”
Right. Because I was the one rolling on the floor in laughter. It wasn't even all that funny.
*
Shizune's announcement seems to have really motivated Misha. Rather than calling it quits with the sunset, we move under one of the lights and continue our review. It's not too long before I start feeling tired, and am forced to suppress a yawn.
“Don't do that, Hicchan~,” Misha protests, interrupted by a yawn of her own, “yawning makes me sleepy~.”
“It is getting late. We're making good progress. You've been picking up on these subjects quickly.”
“Hahaha, you're too nice, Hicchan~. I'm only learning fast because you're a good teacher.”
I doubt that, but it is nice to hear. Especially coming from her. “At the rate you're going, we're probably only going to need one more of these intense study sessions.”
On hearing this, Misha does a celebratory “dance.” She's pretty full of energy for someone who was just yawning mid-sentence. “Yay! That means we get to do Student Council soon~! Yay! Hooray! But~!”
She twirls around to face me, her eyes meeting mine. “But I think I'd like to keep doing this~. You know, to make sure I don't fall behind again.”
It's that serious voice again. Slightly uncertain, maybe a little bit afraid. I give her a reassuring smile. “That sounds like it would be a good idea.” I wouldn't mind spending more time with her myself. “I'm not sure we have enough things to study, though.”
“Wahahahaha! Not a problem~!” Misha poses dramatically while signing her words with an extra flourish, like some sort of deaf magical girl. “We can take turns tutoring each other!”
“I don't really think we can spend all the time on sign language. I'm getting plenty of practice now, and there's not too much useful vocabulary left to learn.”
Puffing out her cheeks angrily, she begins pouting. “That's not fair~. I can teach you more than just sign language. Like... uhm... no, you're better at that... hmm... Oh! I know~! I can tutor you in English!”
I arch an eyebrow. I may be terrible at English, but Misha isn't exactly notorious for her studiousness. Mustering my most advanced English, I throw down the gauntlet. “'Have you affirmative?'”
I may have made a mistake or two, but I'm fairly confident she can't tell. The showiness should intimidate her.
She giggles. Cute, but I can tell a stalling tactic when I see one. Taking a breath, Misha replies in perfect English. At least, I think it was perfect. I hang my head in shame. “Okay, you got me. I'm terrible at English. It's hopeless, though. I'm just no good at languages.”
She frowns, confused. “You learned sign language without much trouble.”
“That's different,” I sigh, looking at the ground in front of me. “Sign language isn't like normal languages.”
I hear the sound of footsteps as she comes closer to me, until I find myself looking down at her shoes. Brown loafers, with her socks loosely bunched around the ankles. Before I can decide what I think of her footwear, she smacks the top of my head.
“You need to stop selling yourself short, Hicchan~. You can't let yourself be so afraid of failure that you never try. If you never try, you'll never succeed~.” I look up to see her nod decisively. “It's settled then. I'm going to teach you English. And you're going to learn, too~.”
I rub my head. She hits hard. “Ouch. Okay, you win. I'll let you help me learn English.”
My surrender is rewarded with a broad grin. “Yup! But first we-” She yawns loudly, interrupting her thought. “First we want to get some sleep. It's getting late. And no studying tomorrow~!”
That's right. Tomorrow is Saturday, and our trip to the city.
As I open the door to the stairs back down, I feel Misha latch onto my arm. I turn to look at her and she looks away, avoiding my eyes. Her cheeks are slightly flushed. “I get dizzy on stairs, remember?”
“Yeah, I remember.”
I didn't really remember, until she mentioned it, but I'm not going to complain. The stairwell is somewhat narrow, so she clings rather close as we make our way down the stairs. I can feel her warmth and softness as she presses her body against my arm. There's a faint glow from the always-on emergency lights, so the going isn't difficult.
Misha clutches my arm a little tighter. “Hicchan,” she begins, giggling ever so slightly, “you aren't having dirty thoughts~, are you? Being alone with a helpless~ girl in a dark abandoned school?”
“It depends,” I reply, thinking back to the last time I was asked this question, “do you want me to?”
“Wahahahaha~! So you are! Hicchan's a filthy pervert~!”
As luck would have it, her outburst is right next to the art room, which is still lit. The door opens, and my heart sinks when I recognize the face of one of our classmates. It's the guy who's always wearing a beret and a scowl. His expression shifts from mildly annoyed to very annoyed, and he slams the door shut.
“It would probably be better if you didn't go shouting that around everywhere...”
Her toothy grin tells me that she heard me, but she probably won't listen. On the other hand, she's still pressed up close to my arm, even with the halls as wide as they are.
“I'm excited about tomorrow, Hicchan~! The city's so big~, and exciting~, and full of life~!”
I shrug. “I guess so.”
She stops, anchoring herself so I'm forced to stop, too. “Do you hate the city, Hicchan?”
Hate? That's a pretty strong word. “I don't hate the city. Actually, I like it. I just never gave it any thought. I grew up in the city, so it's normal to me.”
“Oh. I guess that's okay, then.”
We continue on in silence for a while. Once we're at the first floor, though, Misha speaks up. “If you don't mind, Hicchan, I'd like to hold onto you for support a little more. I'm getting sleepy...”
“It's okay,” I assure her, “I don't mind.”
I'm still not used to walking with someone hanging onto my arm so closely, but I manage well enough. When we reach the crossroads, she squeezes my arm to get my attention. “Can you walk me to the dorms?”
She's fading fast. Her attempt at a “cute” look makes her look mildly inebriated. I nod, and begin walking in the direction of the girls' dorm. As I near the door, it would probably be more fair to say that I'm dragging Misha, rather than supporting her.
“Thanks, Hicchan,” she grins. Her eyes look unfocused, as if she were staring beyond me. “Gnight~!”
Pushing the door open, Misha staggers deeper into the building, presumably to her bedroom.
Walking to the boys' dorm, and, eventually, to my own bed, I think about the day's events. Perhaps I'm not just imagining things. Could it be that Misha is interested in me as more than just a friend?
Act 2 Scene 5 | Act 2 Scene 7
At the end of the day, Misha and Shizune got into the same back-and-forth as last time. While they were talking it over, one of the other girls from class asked me if I could help carry some things to the newspaper club room.
She has arthritis. It comes and goes, some days worse than others. It can even go into remission for months or years at a time. I've seen her dance outside in the afternoons. No reason, just because. She's not very good, but I get the sense that she doesn't care. She dances because she can. Some days are worse than others, and it looks like today's a bad day for her.
So here I am carrying an armload of things for the Newspaper Club. We've reached the end of the stairs, but she still shuffles forward like an old woman three or four times her age.
Before terribly long, we arrive at the newspaper club room. It's actually not too far from the student council room, now that I think of it.
“Thanks, Hisao, you're a lifesaver.”
There's a bit of a folksy twang to her voice. It's kind of cute.
I give her a friendly smile. “It was really no trouble, Ooe. In fact,” I chuckle ruefully, “I'm pretty sure that Shizune would say this is one of my responsibilities as a member of the student council.”
She laughs into her hand, amusement shining in her mismatched eyes. Heterochromia, she called it. Someone with two differently colored eyes is far from the most unusual sight at a school like Yamaku, though. “You city boys are all so formal. We're classmates, so just call me Natsu.”
“Right. Natsu. Where should I put these things?”
She taps her chin thoughtfully as she looks around the room. It's a very nice room. So nice that I start to wonder how they got the funding for it. There are even a few computers lined up against the far wall.
“Just throw them onto that table. We'll sort it out later.”
Obliging, I dump the various things on the table. It occurs to me that I haven't so much as glanced at the school newspaper before. Maybe I should consider giving it a look.
“H-hisao? W-what are you d-doing here?”
Somehow, I didn’t even notice Hanako. She wasn’t even hiding or anything. On the other hand, I had no reason to expect to find her here. She looks as surprised to see me as I am to see her.
“Oh, hi, Hanako. O- er, Natsu needed me to carry some things here from the classroom. I could ask you the same thing. I didn't know you were part of the newspaper club.”
She gives a small, embarrassed smile. “I'm n-not. I do th-think I might want to j-join, though.”
I smile, trying to encourage her. “That sounds like it might be a good idea.”
She blushes, then busies herself with something nearby in order to end the conversation. Gradually, she migrates away from me.
As Hanako drifts off, Natsu sidles up next to me. “Mimi decided to make Hana our project this year. Somehow, she convinced her that the newspaper club room is a quiet escape. So she's been sneaking over here to get away. Much cleaner than hiding in the toilets.”
Mimi? She must mean Naomi, her co-conspirator in the corner. I feel a little guilty as I realize that I've taken to ignoring Hanako's sudden arrivals and departures from class. It's good to know that she has people looking out for her.
It occurs to me that I need to find Misha and begin our study session, so I take my leave. As I'm about to walk out the door, Hanako calls out to me.
“H-hisao!”
I turn around to see her looking at the floor and wringing her hands apologetically. “W-would you like to have lunch with m-me and Lilly? T-tomorrow?”
That's a random request. I get the sense Lilly put her up to it. She has quite a bit of nerve, dragging me into an argument, then getting mad at me when I don't play along. Then she invites me to lunch after ignoring me for nearly a month?
On the other hand, it could be a peace offering. And it is hard to refuse Hanako. If I reject the offer, she’ll think it's her fault. It's settled, then. I'll accept the invitation, but leave if Lilly tries to chew me out.
“That sounds great, Hanako. In the tea room, right?”
She smiles and nods, then scurries away.
*
When I get back to room 3-3, it's empty. Misha and Shizune must have already left. I head to the roof in the hope that I'll find Misha there waiting for me. I wonder if I'll be able to sneak up on her and get back at her for all the “Guess Who?”s she's done to me...
As luck would have it, she does seem to be on the roof, and hasn't noticed me yet. It looks like she must be watching the track and field club go through their exercises. Slowly, steadily, I maneuver behind her, trying not to make a sound. Once I'm close enough, I place my hands over her eyes. “Guess who?”
“Oh, there you are, Hicchan. I was starting to think you weren't coming.”
That wasn't what I expected. She sounds... forlorn.
She turns around and flashes a grin, but her heart's obviously not in it. “Haha, that was a good joke, Hicchan. You almost got me~.”
I smile back. This is awkward.
“Shicchan told me you went off to help the newspaper club, but you have a habit of running away~.”
Ouch. She really knows how to make me feel guilty. It's not like I've made many attempts to run away recently... “That's not true. If I skipped out on this, Shizune would have my head. At the very least, she'd talk my ears off, or the equivalent in sign language. Sign my eyes out?”
That earns me a little giggle, and mischievous grin. “That's not a nice thing to say~, Hicchan.”
“Now, let's pick up our studies where we left off. We were doing history, right? I think I need this review as much as you do.”
“Wahahaha~! We'd better get started, then!”
*
The more I study with Misha, the more impressed I am with how quickly she picks up on the various concepts. She's clearly rather intelligent, so how could her grades be suffering as much as she claims? Has she really been neglecting her schoolwork that much?
Our study session is interrupted by sound of the door opening. Looking up, I see Shizune standing there, loaded down with several bags holding food containers. Setting them by her feet, she begins signing. [I thought you two might want dinner soon, so I brought it here for you, to save time.]
Misha brightens up on seeing Shizune, and carelessly drops her notes to the floor as she rises. [Thanks, Shicchan! You have perfect timing, too. I was just starting to get hungry!]
Now that I think of it, I'm beginning to feel hungry myself. The thought of eating tends to do that, so I'm not sure if it's really a matter of timing.
I get up to help Shizune with the bags. She brought a lot of food, and it all looks home made, too. [When did you find the time to make all this food? I thought you were busy with student council work.]
With an air of superiority, she replies, [Finding time is easy when you're organized. It's a matter of priorities.]
Misha jumps into the conversation enthusiastically, both physically and metaphorically. [Yup! Shicchan's always able to figure out how to get everything done! I wish I were that organized...]
I steal a glance at Shizune and my suspicions are confirmed. She looks tired. Much worse than she did back before the festival. I have a fair guess where sleep falls in her priorities.
[Why did you come all the way here, Shicchan? You just gave the food to me yesterday.]
Shizune grins smugly as she adjusts her glasses. [I was hoping you'd ask. I needed to have a meeting with the Student Council leadership.]
Translating the last phrase, Misha frowns. [Student Council leadership? Did you trick a bunch of first-years into becoming temporary members again?]
Not noticing, or perhaps ignoring, the criticism in Misha's question, Shizune strikes a triumphant pose. [Even better! Second year volunteers! For permanent membership!]
Shizune glows with pride. Considering how much effort they put into recruiting me, I'm not surprised she's proud of her accomplishment. Misha's eyes have grown to the size of saucers. [New members?! Permanent ones? When do we get to meet them?]
She's practically vibrating with excitement. I step back a few paces, in case her arms start flailing wildly in one of her strange celebrations.
Shizune smiles warmly, but her eyes remain authoritative. [You can meet them when you start coming to Student Council again.]
I can almost see the excitement dissipate as Misha deflates. [But that means-]
[-that you have an incentive to catch up quickly,] Shizune completes the thought, gently but firmly. It feels like a parent lecturing a reluctant child. In fairness, Misha's playing her role just as readily. [We can discuss this further later. Right now, we eat.]
Shizune's cooking has gotten better every time she's made it, and this is no exception. There are even some fried foods this time. Quite a lot of it is fried, now that I think of it. I decide to take a sample of each dish, to see how they all taste.
While we eat, Misha insists on talking with her hands full, much to Shizune's annoyance and distraction. [Are you going to wear a yukata for Tanabata, Shicchan?]
Shizune rolls her eyes before setting her food down and responding. [You know I don't like to talk while I eat. Yes, I plan on wearing a yukata.]
[What about you, Hicchan?]
I shake my head. [I never bothered with those sorts of things. I don't even own a yukata.]
Holding a bun in her mouth, Misha frowns. [That's no fun. You should buy one, so we can all wear them for Tanabata.]
A yukata isn't exactly cheap. I guess I could ask my parents for the money... [Why do you care so much about it, anyway?]
With a few awkward jaw motions, she maneuvers the bun fully into her mouth. I'm not sure if I should be impressed or disgusted. [I've never worn a yukata before. It's more fun when you do these things together.]
That's as good a reason as any, I guess. I still don't think it's worth the cost or time for me to go out and buy one, though. [Do you have a yukata?]
[Yup!] She grins happily, picking up a dumpling. [It's-] Realising that she can't continue with the dumpling in hand, she sets it back down regretfully, then resumes smiling. [It's green, too! My favorite color!]
Popping the dumpling into her mouth, Misha resumes speaking, eying me appraisingly. [What's your favorite, Hicchan?]
That's an easy question. [Green is best.]
[You too? Yay! We have the same favorite color!]
I notice some movement coming from Shizune's direction, pulling my attention from Misha. She seems to be laughing silently. [What's so funny?]
Smirking, Shizune adjusts her glasses and replies, [Green is a childish choice. It's popular and doesn't require any thought.]
Is she turning favorite colors into a contest now? [What's yours, then?]
There is a familiar glint in her eyes. It's officially a contest now. [It's a secret.]
[Keeping secrets is childish.]
[Secrets are vital for a woman. They give her an air of maturity and mystery.]
With a wave, Misha injects herself into the conversation. [I know Shicchan's favorite color!]
Shizune's eyes widen in alarm, and she frantically signs for Misha to be quiet, but Misha doesn't seem to notice. [It's pink!] “Wahahahahaha~! Hahahahahahaha~!”
Upon making this announcement, Misha begins laughing hysterically, doubling over until she is literally rolling on the floor laughing. Shizune, on the other hand, turns a particularly bright shade of her favorite color, and flies into one of her infamous silent tirades.
I'm not quite able to understand what she's saying at her extreme pace, but I can get the gist of it. Not that you need to know sign language to get the basic idea. She's mostly just blowing off steam, since it's obvious Misha's in no condition to read her signing. After a few minutes of ranting, Shizune relaxes. [It's not really that important,] she concludes, allowing herself a self-deprecating smile.
[No hard feelings then?] I ask.
[No hard feelings,] she confirms. [Misha's my best friend. I'm not going to get mad at her because she told another friend my favorite color.]
When she puts it that way, I feel terrible for even asking.
[I need to finish filing the paperwork for our new members. I'll let you two get back to studying now.]
Collecting the now-empty containers, Shizune heads down the stairs back into the building, closing the door behind her.
Misha finally calms down after another minute, sitting up and wiping tears of laughter from her eyes. “Shicchan left?”
“Yeah. She said she had to file paperwork for the new members.”
“That's right~!” Misha exclaims, hopping to her feet. “Stop wasting time~, Hicchan! We need to finish catching up.”
Right. Because I was the one rolling on the floor in laughter. It wasn't even all that funny.
*
Shizune's announcement seems to have really motivated Misha. Rather than calling it quits with the sunset, we move under one of the lights and continue our review. It's not too long before I start feeling tired, and am forced to suppress a yawn.
“Don't do that, Hicchan~,” Misha protests, interrupted by a yawn of her own, “yawning makes me sleepy~.”
“It is getting late. We're making good progress. You've been picking up on these subjects quickly.”
“Hahaha, you're too nice, Hicchan~. I'm only learning fast because you're a good teacher.”
I doubt that, but it is nice to hear. Especially coming from her. “At the rate you're going, we're probably only going to need one more of these intense study sessions.”
On hearing this, Misha does a celebratory “dance.” She's pretty full of energy for someone who was just yawning mid-sentence. “Yay! That means we get to do Student Council soon~! Yay! Hooray! But~!”
She twirls around to face me, her eyes meeting mine. “But I think I'd like to keep doing this~. You know, to make sure I don't fall behind again.”
It's that serious voice again. Slightly uncertain, maybe a little bit afraid. I give her a reassuring smile. “That sounds like it would be a good idea.” I wouldn't mind spending more time with her myself. “I'm not sure we have enough things to study, though.”
“Wahahahaha! Not a problem~!” Misha poses dramatically while signing her words with an extra flourish, like some sort of deaf magical girl. “We can take turns tutoring each other!”
“I don't really think we can spend all the time on sign language. I'm getting plenty of practice now, and there's not too much useful vocabulary left to learn.”
Puffing out her cheeks angrily, she begins pouting. “That's not fair~. I can teach you more than just sign language. Like... uhm... no, you're better at that... hmm... Oh! I know~! I can tutor you in English!”
I arch an eyebrow. I may be terrible at English, but Misha isn't exactly notorious for her studiousness. Mustering my most advanced English, I throw down the gauntlet. “'Have you affirmative?'”
I may have made a mistake or two, but I'm fairly confident she can't tell. The showiness should intimidate her.
She giggles. Cute, but I can tell a stalling tactic when I see one. Taking a breath, Misha replies in perfect English. At least, I think it was perfect. I hang my head in shame. “Okay, you got me. I'm terrible at English. It's hopeless, though. I'm just no good at languages.”
She frowns, confused. “You learned sign language without much trouble.”
“That's different,” I sigh, looking at the ground in front of me. “Sign language isn't like normal languages.”
I hear the sound of footsteps as she comes closer to me, until I find myself looking down at her shoes. Brown loafers, with her socks loosely bunched around the ankles. Before I can decide what I think of her footwear, she smacks the top of my head.
“You need to stop selling yourself short, Hicchan~. You can't let yourself be so afraid of failure that you never try. If you never try, you'll never succeed~.” I look up to see her nod decisively. “It's settled then. I'm going to teach you English. And you're going to learn, too~.”
I rub my head. She hits hard. “Ouch. Okay, you win. I'll let you help me learn English.”
My surrender is rewarded with a broad grin. “Yup! But first we-” She yawns loudly, interrupting her thought. “First we want to get some sleep. It's getting late. And no studying tomorrow~!”
That's right. Tomorrow is Saturday, and our trip to the city.
As I open the door to the stairs back down, I feel Misha latch onto my arm. I turn to look at her and she looks away, avoiding my eyes. Her cheeks are slightly flushed. “I get dizzy on stairs, remember?”
“Yeah, I remember.”
I didn't really remember, until she mentioned it, but I'm not going to complain. The stairwell is somewhat narrow, so she clings rather close as we make our way down the stairs. I can feel her warmth and softness as she presses her body against my arm. There's a faint glow from the always-on emergency lights, so the going isn't difficult.
Misha clutches my arm a little tighter. “Hicchan,” she begins, giggling ever so slightly, “you aren't having dirty thoughts~, are you? Being alone with a helpless~ girl in a dark abandoned school?”
“It depends,” I reply, thinking back to the last time I was asked this question, “do you want me to?”
“Wahahahaha~! So you are! Hicchan's a filthy pervert~!”
As luck would have it, her outburst is right next to the art room, which is still lit. The door opens, and my heart sinks when I recognize the face of one of our classmates. It's the guy who's always wearing a beret and a scowl. His expression shifts from mildly annoyed to very annoyed, and he slams the door shut.
“It would probably be better if you didn't go shouting that around everywhere...”
Her toothy grin tells me that she heard me, but she probably won't listen. On the other hand, she's still pressed up close to my arm, even with the halls as wide as they are.
“I'm excited about tomorrow, Hicchan~! The city's so big~, and exciting~, and full of life~!”
I shrug. “I guess so.”
She stops, anchoring herself so I'm forced to stop, too. “Do you hate the city, Hicchan?”
Hate? That's a pretty strong word. “I don't hate the city. Actually, I like it. I just never gave it any thought. I grew up in the city, so it's normal to me.”
“Oh. I guess that's okay, then.”
We continue on in silence for a while. Once we're at the first floor, though, Misha speaks up. “If you don't mind, Hicchan, I'd like to hold onto you for support a little more. I'm getting sleepy...”
“It's okay,” I assure her, “I don't mind.”
I'm still not used to walking with someone hanging onto my arm so closely, but I manage well enough. When we reach the crossroads, she squeezes my arm to get my attention. “Can you walk me to the dorms?”
She's fading fast. Her attempt at a “cute” look makes her look mildly inebriated. I nod, and begin walking in the direction of the girls' dorm. As I near the door, it would probably be more fair to say that I'm dragging Misha, rather than supporting her.
“Thanks, Hicchan,” she grins. Her eyes look unfocused, as if she were staring beyond me. “Gnight~!”
Pushing the door open, Misha staggers deeper into the building, presumably to her bedroom.
Walking to the boys' dorm, and, eventually, to my own bed, I think about the day's events. Perhaps I'm not just imagining things. Could it be that Misha is interested in me as more than just a friend?
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