I would just like to give this game and everyone involved in it my deepest thanks.
I used to think I was immune to emotions. For the past decade, I've lived as a husk; I went through the rituals of daily life, I put on my mask when around others, but in the end, I had nothing I felt worth living for. I could never talk to anyone that I had no direction, I had nothing that made me happy. I could not trust anyone, even myself. As I lurked on 4chan, I stumbled upon KS - I had nothing to do, so I figured I might check it out. At the very least, it could have provided me a temporary escape.
5 hours later, I was bawling.
I read books a lot, and they do touch me at points, but nothing had ever gotten to me like KS. The combination of the visual elements, the incredible soundtrack, and the absolute beauty of Lilly's story, who I fell in love with the first time I saw her. I spent all night working straight through her story, and when her good ending hit, the thin barrier that had held everything back broke, and the torrent of emotions that I did not even know were there poured out for a whole night. I would think that I had pulled myself together, but I would break down again. It took me almost 12 hours to finally get myself under control, and even then, I skipped work for a week or so, playing through the rest of the girl's routes, and above all, thinking.
In that week, I realized that I hated the way I lived, I hated that I was bound by all these responsibilities and obligations to people and goals I didn't even care about. I learned so much about life, love, beauty, and mostly myself that week that I was never the same.
I'm amazed by how much a simple story can change your life totally; I found myself, and my passions, and I realized that my only calling in life was to show other struggling people the same beauty I found that one night.
I cant really express well enough in words the impact this game has had on me, and my gratitude, but I've tried.
Thank you, I love you all
