Hanako doesn't like being treated as someone abnormal. okay, makes sense to me. so, i would try to get her believe that i'm actually treating her the way she wants to be treatened, as a normal human being. in addition, making her a guilty conscience could move her enough to change her behaviour. some of you surely don't appreciate this tactical move, haha.
i would say something like
" no Hanako, i don't think you're broken. also, i am not here to tell you.
i'm here because you're a close friend for me. simply as that. somehow you re even more than a close friend for me but i think this doesn't matter now. to be honest, i won't make a difference with lilly. when i found out about lilly crying in her room, i would still come over immediately. not because i think she's
broken or something. hell, we both actually know how strong Lilly is. i would be there because i obligate myself to be there for my friends. what kind of friend am i, letting my closest cry out withoug moving a cash? see where i am going to? the most normal i can do, is to try help you. the most normal you can do is to accept this. don't you have any faith in your most-loved? obviously it's not lilly but you standing in front of me. while lilly will appreciate such an exploit (someone caring for her as friends normally do), you're burying youself in your own world here with rules, made by and for you, judging everyone for not acting how they're supposed to in your eyes. you are stubborn, thinking everyone is throwing around you because you are
such a broken person. you want a normal treatining, nethertheless you also want to be left alone everyone to pretend that you re not existing. tell me, do you call that normal behavior if we act like this? you just rejected a friendship and it hurts. more for me than for you.
Sorry for everything. i wish i made this clear earlier. "
Then i would walk off, spend some time at kenji, wait for her to appear at my door, go to the hallway, close the door behind me with a loud noise, wait for her to turn around frightened, let her speak, embrace her.
I'm already close to crying. someone please make a story out of this.
no seriously, i know this is very idealized. it surely wouldn't work. Hanako would either bury herself in her bed and never speak with hisao/lilly or suicide. besides my plan is somehow unfair because i think it's in conflict to what Hisao said/thought before her outburst (white knight...). and of course, there is no way i could afford to say something relatively complex like this in this very moment. still, this thread bares many very interesting conclusions. BobBobberson ftw
this is just the conlusion of some thinking at 4 a.m.
good night every1
