For me, I think I'm stuck with either
Emi or Lilly. I found Hanako's a bit too.. Extreme? Not that I didn't 'enjoy' it, I still found it truly emotional, it's just I couldn't really relate to it.
Hanako's route seemed as if it was aimed to simply make you depressed. However, I will admit that she was also the last route I played and so perhaps that affected my perception.
Shizune I found a bit... Forceful? I don't know. But I couldn't really connect with it emotionally. And Rin I kinda enjoyed, although I'm not a huge fan of art, but I enjoyed her spontaneous, abstract thoughts. I do wish there was a bit more of Misha, even though her constant "WAHAHA" started to provoke a few suicidal thoughts (only kidding), but I think 4LS probably made the right choice leaving her out a bit.
I really loved Lilly's route, and simply Lilly herself, because I found her personality very similar to mine. I always have people relying on me too, scrambling around aimlessly with their lives whilst I'm struggling to keep myself up - but I manage to get on with it. And she gets on with hers, in her own, unique way. We both leaders in our own sense.
Another little side-note to add I guess, is that my sister was born blind too. So that kinda helps me to relate to how Lilly lives her life. She will also be moving to a residential school in a month or two and when I visited it, all I could think of was Yamaku: The infrastructure, the specialization of all the rooms and corridors, and so on. Can you imagine a world that you cannot see? A world that you can only recognize by sounds, smells, and memory - feeling your way around, assuming that everything is in the same place as before. I'm amazed at how easily my sister is able to move around the house nowadays, but of course, things can't stay the same forever.
Back to talking about Lilly specifically, I think the most important reason for why I love her, is how she keeps herself composed despite the pressure; she always keeps a smile and thinks about her actions and words, which makes the finale such an emotional climax because
it reveals her hidden side - how far she would honestly go for someone she loves. Something that only one person would ever experience. I wouldn't say Lilly is a 'motherly figure', but simply, an adoration - not to mention that I think she is, by far, the most beautifully drawn character.
bearclaw01234 wrote:she puts herself completely into everything she does, the way that with her love is complete in both physical action & emotion.. the way love with her would go on longer than an eternity & still be as strong as the first day it was started
I think one can only hope that they'll meet someone like her in the future. I would say more but all my 'feels' are getting jumbled up writing this haha. I'd certainly be there for her.
Corinlee wrote:i grew most attached to her is the fact that she had no one to turn to when SHE needed to talk with someone
But as I mentioned earlier, I'm also stuck with Emi. She's very different to Lilly, of course, but I think I find her route just as attractive - excluding a err,
particular scene, in a particular outside building.. Of course. Although that did add a bit of humour I guess? 'Wahaha.'
Emi's such an upbeat, optimistic and cheeky character. She seems like the kind of friend I'd love to have, and not to mention how cute she can be! I can't really say I'm like her, but I wouldn't mind trying, she has a way of making her life seem much more enjoyable despite her loss.
Emi gave the impression that every second you spend with her would be worth it. I'm not a sporty person myself, but I'll admit that if I could run with someone like her, I'd certainly keep it up - and no not for that kind of erotica motive, but just the fact it'd be nice to know someone like her.
Auratus wrote:a classmate asked me why I smiling while running. I think it might because I do forget about loneliness when running
She's a bit of an under-rated character I feel, and there's a lot more to her than people first assume.
She was also the first route I went down and so obviously that may have a part in how I feel, but I think what I felt was genuine too. I played KS virtually non-stop when I first started - it was my first VN too. I'll be honest, I really wasn't expecting much, but the way not just Emi and Lilly, but how all the characters are portrayed really does make it become life-like and you become all too reluctant to close down the window and return to reality.
I think all the characters are special to someone, and everyone has their own reasons. It just so happens that for me, I feel it is Emi and Lilly, and this may seem silly but I felt as if I was cheating when I went down the other routes! It'd give me a smile whenever I saw those two.
Simply, KS made me realize that there's a bright future out there if you're willing to make it, and I think it's one I can't wait to experience.
----One last thing to add, slightly irrelevant and I don't know if many people agree, but I think the name "Disability Girls" is a bit condescending and gives the wrong idea of the hugely emotionally developed story to be revealed. But heyho, it's a simple one, and I don't think I could think of anything better haha!
God I put in too much effort.