Jobriq wrote:
I think it's kinda hard to blame Hisao for thinking Rin might not like him at points in the story... Although Hisao was being kinda "clingy" perhaps? The whole time he was like TELL ME YOU LOVE ME!!!! and Rin was like "we're friends" and then Hisao was like NOOO TELL ME YOU LOVE ME FOREVER!!! and Rin was like o_o overwhelmed
The thing is that I don't think Rin has ever had a real friend. Yeah she has Emi but really how often do you see Emi in her route? I don't doubt that Emi considers Rin her friend, or that Rin feels the same way to her, but it became immediately apparent to me that Rin feels differently towards Hisao than she does to Emi. I feel like their friendship was born out of necessity, being neighbors in the dorm and helping each other get dressed in the morning.
Rin divulges her innermost fears and troubles to Hisao pretty early "I feel like I'm underwater," "Change is the scariest thing in the world to me," she may have told these things to Emi, but my point is, I feel like Rin has never had someone want to be her friend just because they like her as a person. I think Hisao might have been the first male to ever show an interest in Rin herself and want to be her friend because of that and not because of her apparent talent with painting.
The term "friends" is different to Rin than to everyone else. Like when Hisao asks "I want to be more than friends," Rin responds with, "What's more, this is all I am, I don't understand that." So I think that friendship to Rin encompasses more than what the normal person thinks. Rin obviously feels towards Hisao in the "more than friends" aspect when she tells him about her fears, and when she asks him to help her finish masterbating. She does love him, and considers him her friend, when she has nearly none.