I only downloaded KS out of curiosity, for the premise, and the fact that I've never played a visual novel before. I expected nothing but some laughs, and sexy anime chicks.
I ended up doing the Emi route, and a few hours into the game I'm still emotionally distant. Then Emi rejects Hisaou, and I feel anger, and from there it's a weird rollercoaster of emotions. After finishing the game, yesterday I still feel confused somehow, as though I can't process the story fully. I felt stronger empathy that I have ever before. It's weird, two days ago I was fine, and now I feel odd, like I'm carrying around an emotional weight. I can't really describe it as well as I'm sure other people here have done.
I do still though, somewhat reluctantly want to play the other story paths, why I don't know. Maybe I feel that I can learn something, that it somehow can push me into self improvement. I also haven't cried since I was like 10, and I don't think that's healthy. Maybe the other arcs can force some manly tears out of me. I'm also somewhat similar to Emi, in the way that I tend to stay away from emotions, and deep relationships, even though I deep down long for them(which I realized by playing the game). Which is sad, considering I've never had a girlfriend, even though I'm generally well liked, and look okay. It did inspire me to start running though, and If I manage to wake up early tomorrow I will do so.
I don't even know man.
