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@Kouryuu: It's good that you sent the message. She really sounds like a good friend. I used to have a friend like that, I was stupid and stopped talking to her almost 10 years ago. She even tried to contact me several times over the years, but I never wrote her back or anything. My thoughts are kin...

I wish i had the same attitude as you though, being able to say that your awesome. I think im the most unawesome person out there. I feel like saying that i am awesome would be horribly pretentious. You are awsome! No one can tell you you're not and if they do they are wrong! It's just a self confi...

@introfate - Thank you and your right, she could easily at any point, during my depression talks, said "ok I dont want to know you anymore" but she didnt. I dont want a relationship with her, fortunately I dont have time for what I want to do. Last I heard she was going to become a lawyer ...

I have decided this weekend I am going to send that message. I told introfate I would post the story on the forums, I had actually already wrote the story a month or so ago, so some things may be out of place but I tried to edit it as much as possible. So if you were interested in the person who mea...

No I havent, I kept meaning to for months to my mum, but I just felt so wierd. I didnt know how to say it either, just kind of like "oh btw I'm scared of everything". That doesnt make sense... I think she thinks I am just lazy or something. I dont know, I barely talk to my mum and I avoid ...

As for the Job, it probably wouldn't be good for someone else to apply for you, but they could help you with an online application and help you fill it out, no harm in that at least, i have helped my friends that way. As for the fear of a new job, i think some fear is natural when doing something n...

Hey guys. I need a short break, yesterday I broke. I snapped, I lost control. The reason why is really irrelevant. I am stuck where I always been stuck. I am completely paralysed by fear, always have been and feel like I always will be. It's this realisation that I am fucked. It's not about knowing ...

@Xiious - Guest said it best, if you need time then nothing else matter. Also, Growlithe>all :P @introfate - Fingers still crossed ^^, you still have one up on me, I am still too scared/not happy with the wording to send my message yet. About your little story, that sounds so harsh. I cant really re...

@Axelownz - Thank you for your story, I am glad that your in a good place right now :). Also hi5 for virginity! (I am too :D), I just want to say how awsome it is that you were able to break contact with that last girl you talked about. It would have been much worse to have stuck around, so you can ...

I just spent an hour and a half writing up my reply to everyone (I write the reply as I read the posts and I'm a slow reader) and my PC bluescreen'd, losing everything I wrote (I copied it as I went along incase chrome crashed). I will re-write it all later when I calmed down a bit. EDIT: I'll start...

@Everyone: I left a message on her answering machine saying, "Hey, I know I've haven't been myself lately, and I want to apologise for that. (then an explanation of nightmares). Any-time you feel ready to hang out again, please do give me a call. Until then, take care." She hasn't respond...

introfate wrote:Kouryuu,
I really do appreciate your input. It's a bit nice being heard by others who all share a common instance or feeling.

It's all good. Do let us know when this girl replies ^^.

@KryingPhoenix - I dont really know what to say but I hope it all goes well for you and if it doesnt were all here for you <3 @Surreal-mind - Thanks! :) @introfate - Wow the last line of the fourth paragraph, so powerful. This is why I have never pursue'd love. The low of the feeling far outweighs t...

@Xiious - That sounds terrible but I think Walrusfella is right. I think you said she was really shy and then she did that? Definitely seems like she's nervous about talking to you again. I dont really know the situation but if there is a way to let her know its ok, maybe that will calm her enough t...

Then it was like, yeah, big deal. It isnt anything special. Its something that people do better than me everyday, and nothing to be proud of. Then the depression came back just as it was before. I used to think like this too and ended up not doing anything because there was always someone better. N...